I'm truely disappointed

Letting go of someone you care about is not easy...
it's the hardest and the least thing i could do..
i've always told myself, stay strong, be patient, jgn terlalu ikut perasaan, and think about good things instead of the bads..
but...my 'strength' alone is not enough, i need his support too, i need him to help me, otherwise I cant stay like this for long..
I wanted him to stay and help me..but things didnt go like wht i hoped for...I'm truely disappointed..


I cant write for long..I need time..