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Friday 27 June 2008

tgh sakit tengkuk, sakit otak, sakit mata.

harini aku dpt commission baru dari seseorang, dia nk family portrait.
aku risau jugak sbb tak penah buat family portrait sebelum ni..
size besar mana pun aku belum dpt nak agak..aduhh..
ni dah dekat sebulan cuti, tak jalan mana2 pun lagi. ingat esok nak pegi kelvingrove art gallery, tengok lukisan2 kat sana...kena pegi sorang2, takleh ramai2...kalau ramai2 mesti asyik nak kena cepat je..tak dpt study betul2.
semalam aku pegi tahlil rumah pakcik salim..ayah dia meninggal. balik tu, ada student dari german dtg rumah..aku terus masuk bilik, solat, etc.
aku taktau nape, tapi hubungan aku dgn sbahagian org mcm asyik tak kena je kebelakangan ni. mcm aku cepat bosan, rimas, geram, fed up...diorang mesti kata aku sombong. ish..biar la.
i guess kepala dgn hati aku tgh tak stabil kot...asyik ingat benda lama je..ishh entah!
ok aku nak solat.

Sunday 22 June 2008

God knows how many blogs I have now

Hello people, and Salam if you're a muslim,

I think this is my 3rd blog after Multiply, and Myspace hah. I don't know why I need this much to write my journal, well probably I choose this one because this website is specific only for blogs..(as far as I know)

So this is summer 2008. Aku rasa summer tahun ni is much better than last year la...coz there were like quite a few sunny days compared to last year (which was NONE). Alhamdulillah la...at least ada jugak panas, boleh jalan2..tgkap2 gambar heh.

Erm..sejak kebelakangan ni, aku rasa mcm bnyak benda berlaku la.
1st: aku dpt tau yg folio artworks aku terpilih as one of the top in Scotland (Wow! sangat tak sangka), and diorg akan pamerkan 4 lukisan aku kat National Art Gallery in Edinburgh (dan akan diframe) awal tahun 2009. Ni dah membuatkan aku nmpak future aku kat mana, dah tak confuse2 lagi antara sains dgn art..so I guess aku mmg dilahirkan utk jadi org seni. harap2 dapat la scholar heee~~
2nd: aku dapat banyak tempahan portrait from teachers, melayu2 glasgow, edinburgh, etc. aku dah mula risau, mcm 'boleh ke buat banyak2 ni??'. skrg ni tgh buat portrait yg cikgu aku tempah..ni pun dah naik bosan sbb dh lama sgt tgk lukisan tu, rase mcm dah basi, takde selera.
3rd: Aku baru make friends dgn sorang budak pompuan sebaya aku ni dari internet, aku rasa excited la sbb aku mana ada kawan sebaya sgt, semua budak2 tua..tu pun ramai lelaki..aku ingat nak kawan baik dgn dia, so I told her what my thoughts and feelings are, kitorang share bnyak citer yg 'girls stuff' (mula2 aku rasa kekok la sbb aku mana ckp sgt psl benda2 cmni kat org, tp lama2 aku rasa senang). But I made a mistake, she did something yg aku taknak benda tu berlaku. Aku rasa marah, tp bila fikir2 balik...aku rasa aku yg salah sbb cerita mcm2 kat org, aku je yg emotional sgt..lepastu aku fikir 'jgn cerita semua benda kat org, jgn terlalu percayakan org, lebih baik berahsia, and cherish your friends, diorg lebih penting dari kekasih kot (memandai je aku ni, mcm la aku ada kekasih).
4th: Semalam aku pegi tgk concert Bon Jovi dgn kak hana ngn abg kat Hampden yg sangatttt2 best, dan sangaatttttt2 seronok!! rasa mcm tak percaya itu bon jovi, dia hensemmm sgt walaupun dia dah tua dan agak rendah mcm ayah. dia nyanyi 2 jam setengah non stop, dengan hujannye lagi, dgn sejuk, ramai org rupa pun dh macam semut, arak sana sini..ushh ushh such an experience. kesian kat penyanyi tu, dah la kena nyanyi berjam2, sejuk lg, hujan lg..kesian2. Aku tunggu la dia nyanyi lagu 'you want to make a memory' ataupun 'thank you for loving me' (lagu jiwang saje), tp dia tak nyanyi pun..geram jugak la. concert habis pukul 11, jalan kaki balik rumah, org ramai, sesak, hujan, sejuk..dekat kul 12 baru sampai. Tapi seeing him singing live is like a dream come true, akan ku ingat ini sampai mati. masa tido malam td pun termimpi aku masih kat concert tu lagi haha.
5th: Today, me and my family went to see our old friend, Uncle Kevin and his parents near Edinburgh. I missed their cat and dog more than I missed the family haha (patut tak?). But unfortunately I just met the dog, not the cat. waa main dgn anjing je la, manja giler. And then we went to the backyard, garden diorg sangat cantik! banyak roses, ada greenhouse, pokok apple, and a lot of other flowers yg aku tak kenal nama. bestnya ada garden mcm tu! and the view was amazing! boleh nampak highland, ladang hijau yg luas, kambing biri2, kuda, it was great, really!
balik rumah glasgow, samak tangan dgn tanah sbb dh main dgn anjing td..tukar pakaian, solat, ngaji, and this blog.

So this is just half of the summer, people say summer is special..and I think it is special.