dec

These past few days have been quite a mess for me..
I've been very stressful and disturbed, at home.
I feel trapped.
the only time I feel happy is when I play with the kittens, when it's night time because that is when I'm 'okay' to go out, and whenever I talk with Syafiq. I really wish he's right here with me..
Long holiday is boring, unless if I have my own car license
I cant wait to start studying..I'm applying for architectural studies in UIA (I'd never thought of applying architecture honestly), and art & design in UiTM.. I still need to finish off my personal statement, and then that's me!

back in JB

Today I cycled around my area with my antique bicycle..Suddenly I remembered my childhood memories where I played around with my friends and sometimes we cycled together to the playground. Today the 'fun' feeling re-appeared inside me, except today I was cycling alone, not with them.
sigh..rasa mcm nak jd budak 12tahun balik, nak main2 kat luar..

I met Chitam's kittens for the first time..but they looked dirty and not very healthy. I played with one of her kittens that resembles her the most- hitam legam. The kitten is a male and very playful.

hurm..another blog?

Shall I create a new blog for my artworks?
Then I am positive that as soon as it's created, it is going to get abandoned by the owner since she's going to be really lazy to update it.