dec

These past few days have been quite a mess for me..
I've been very stressful and disturbed, at home.
I feel trapped.
the only time I feel happy is when I play with the kittens, when it's night time because that is when I'm 'okay' to go out, and whenever I talk with Syafiq. I really wish he's right here with me..
Long holiday is boring, unless if I have my own car license
I cant wait to start studying..I'm applying for architectural studies in UIA (I'd never thought of applying architecture honestly), and art & design in UiTM.. I still need to finish off my personal statement, and then that's me!

back in JB

Today I cycled around my area with my antique bicycle..Suddenly I remembered my childhood memories where I played around with my friends and sometimes we cycled together to the playground. Today the 'fun' feeling re-appeared inside me, except today I was cycling alone, not with them.
sigh..rasa mcm nak jd budak 12tahun balik, nak main2 kat luar..

I met Chitam's kittens for the first time..but they looked dirty and not very healthy. I played with one of her kittens that resembles her the most- hitam legam. The kitten is a male and very playful.

hurm..another blog?

Shall I create a new blog for my artworks?
Then I am positive that as soon as it's created, it is going to get abandoned by the owner since she's going to be really lazy to update it.

If you're happy, I'm happy..
If you smile, I smile..
If you're sad, I'm sad..
If you cry, I cry along with you..

What you feel inside, I can feel it too.

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Now I've remembered so many things that I had forgotten over the years.

Updates.

I am still waiting for at least a call from UK. Ibu called me twice this afternoon, but I didn't notice. Ish. I have something to talk to her.

I am in Putrajaya, busu is moving to Bukit Jalil and I am helping her out.

I had a really good time in KUIS although I got pissed with the pak guard and some of the college rules. I followed Jiha to her kelas bahasa arab and kelas Bahasa Melayu. Felt like I was back in Sekolah Menengah. haha. People said I was totally like a KUIS student because I attend classes, I go to the bazaar, I walk terkedek2 turun bawah basuh baju with a baldi in my hand. Jiha, Badariah (aka Bad), and Atiqah were really good to me. I owe them a really big 'thank you'. They said they wanna come to JB to visit me, and theyr asking me to make a cheesecake.

I'm sleepy.zzz